Post by SPECKLE on Apr 12, 2012 12:55:44 GMT -5
i have died every day, waiting for you
♥♥ darling don't be afraid. Staring down over the edge of the gorge, she felt as though she was going to get sick. Heights, her biggest fear, and here she was attempting to break it. No... she wasn't hear to break it, she was here to conquer it. She was stronger than this. She didn't need to fear something as stupid as heights. Her paws pushed down into the rocks and her claws hooked over the edge, scraping along and letting out a screech which caused her to grit her teeth. But she had to be strong. Stronger than this! My mother would think I was pathetic if she saw me. My father... he would disown me for such a petty fear in such a pathetic cat. She snarled at herself, forcing herself to stand there, no matter how much her limbs were trembling and shaking.
♥♥ i have loved you But the terror seemed to strike, and hard, when her limbs locked and the cat lurched forward. It happened so quickly that the only thing the little white cat dotted with black patches let out a screech of fear and horror and she scrambled backwards. The shaking ceased to stop as she collapsed down onto the ground behind her. She was shaking terribly and the tears that had she had with-held were suddenly springing forward. Pathetic. He would call you pathetic. My father would hate me if he were still here. He would despise me. I don't deserve to live. I should just fling myself off the edge of this freaking edge. I hate myself. I hate myself. But the thought of the edge caused her to tremble even more than she had before and she couldn't even try to force herself to stand. It wasn't worth it... the end.
for a thousand years
